I'm sick of all this.of everything.

Is this a test Lord? Cause if it is,i've failed miserably. I really dont know how long I can hold on. I sing 'You are more than enough for me',I say You are my strength but again and again,i just fail to live by that. I'm so tired Lord.I really am. and i cant stop these tears from falling.

I feel I dont even have the strength to hope anymore.

hm.

...and I wonder how university students survive without google 15 years ago.

How do you measure,measure a life?

Easily in my list of favourite music.
Classic.



Seasons of Love

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Six Hundred Minutes
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Moments so dear
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Six Hundred Minutes
How Do You Measure - Measure A Year?

In Daylights - In Sunsets
In Midnights - In Cups Of Coffee
In Inches - In Miles
In Laughter - In Strife
In - Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Six Hundred Minutes
How Do You Measure
A Year In The Life?

How About Love?
How About Love?
How About Love?
Measure In Love

Seasons of Love.
Seasons of Love.

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Six Hundred Minutes
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Journeys To Plan

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Six Hundred Minutes
How Do You Measure The Life
Of A Woman Or A Man

In Truths That She Learned
Or In Times That He Cried
In Bridges He Burned
Or The Way That She Died

It's Time Now - To Sing Out
Though The Story Never Ends
Let's Celebrate
Remember A Year In The Life Of Friends

Remember the Love
Remember the Love
Remember the Love
Measure In Love

Oh you got to you got to remember the love,
You know that love is a gift from up above
Share love, give love, spread love
Measure, measure your life in love.

Seasons Of Love..
Seasons of love..
Measure your life, measure your life in love..

updates!

Updates! yes yes finally right? been busy mah.lol.

Anyways, where do i start. hm okay.actually last friday i upgraded myself from cutting watermelons to cooking pasta for dinner*cough* wanted to post it up but procastinated til tak jadi as usual.

now now, i did not burn down my kitchen dont worry. i know i know,the pot looks chao ta giler rite but its because i din add enuf water ni lah. so the duno whatever thg stuck to the side of the pot and become black.wasnt as bad it looks k :P


See..it turned out ok :P not bad rightttt. HAHA.



And yesterday on the way back from psr mlm,i finally tried the 100yen snow ice thingy ive been wanting to try for ages! and boy it was soooo nicee. the ice is very...different.really dont know how to explain.its not the normal ice..it doesnt seem to melt one-.- but it melts in ur mouth(like m&ms saje) but seriously weh,damn nice la.go try it if u havent tried before.

Peanut snow ice.yummy.

and today...i FINALLY got to watch the butt-kicking kungfu panda, PO!
i lazy wanna give a proper review lah haha. in a nutshell, i really enjoyed the movie.cutest panda ever lol.tho i can practically see jack black talking whenever the panda talks. the animation was cool too. at least its a really different kind of kungfu movie for a change. and i like OOGWAY(or however u spell it la HAHA) and the cute shifu(still duno what animal he is hm.) Anyway, Hancock is coming out next week..i mau tengok =( but i guess cinemas are totally out of bounds for me til like ...mid july? -.- yeah thank you exams and assgmts.
After the movie,us girls did some shopping..well, jac and wun did window shopping la.i spent RM88 on 3 stuffs-.- my poor purse. but still,im happy i got new stuffs :P and i finally got my first dress in 10930913 years HAHA.

wun and jac pampering their feet with osim's Usqueeze while i was busy trying on clothes and being indecisive LOL.

ok,end of post. yay its friday! :D

bored

yes, i got bored with my skin again.

as if i got nothing better to do right? i know-.-

Passion 2008

There seem to be some ppl who still dont know abt this event yet...so,check it out!Passion tour 2008!woot!



Passion Tour 2008:

http://www.268generation.com/worldtour/high.html

Time:
PASSION KUALA LUMPUR
August 3rd 2008
6:00PM-10:00PM Main Session

Location:
Sunway Convention Center
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

Who:
Chris Tomlin
Louie Giglio
Charlie Hall

Check out the site for more info!Cheers!

Today..

Today, I..

Had my first experience of working in an edu fair.

Met my 2 ex schoolmates whom i didnt see since i left school!

Stood for 6.5 hours, excluding travelling and walking time, with 4 hours sleep yesterday night.

Did not go toilet at all for 12 hours(seriously k.dont ask me why.weird body systems)

Made new friends during the edu fair which was really cool!=) (and perhaps the only really good thg to come out of it)

Talked to some people at the edu fair in CHINESE. HAHA. the basic one lah k.and no,they didnt give me any funny looks.

Actually had a little fun eventhough i'm drained and my eyes are half closed now..so...goodnight people :)

selamat pagi

So what am i doing on a lovely saturday morning at 9am in cheras?

off to work at midvalley. lovely,lovely indeed.

come visit me la k.

bye!

-.-

I want holidays. I want holidays. I want holidays.

hurhur.

I like bananas.
I dislike Waste management.

Spot the difference.

This is a very common sight every week.


Food Chem class : 8-10 AM(thurs)






Waste Management class : 8-10AM (fri)






poor mr.victor.

XD

yummy.

I got myself a new pair of shoes! :D

Some of u faithful readers might rmbr my famous rm30 nike shoes i got from psr mlm last year that caused my feet to bleed and all lol.Well it wasnt really the shoes fault oso lah hehe. Anyway,those shoes have served me quite well for the past one year,though nowdays if i step in on a puddle of water,i can feel my socks getting quite moist -.- so ,got myself another pair..where else? psr mlm lah HAHA. (dont say i cheapskate k.tak sanggup ku belanja 200 on a real pair-.-) I like this pair..more suitable for sports,with much thicker soles also..this time no more rm30.Rm 45 d lah.upgrade d lah. -.-


Anyway, today was cooking day for us girls for the first time hee. We each prepare something.Wun did pasta(fuyoh!) ,jac did potato salad(fuhweet!), callista did dessert (woot!) and i prepared..WATERMELON (FUYOHHH Clap clap!!) HAHAH.


Preperation


The products:

Yummy pasta with sausages

Jac's hidden talent uncovered!! HEHE.


see my watermelon.nice right nice right.thank you :P


Callista's super duper yummy dessert. Vanilla sundae + love letters + muffin = YUMMYLICIOUS.
Jac,wun and I were like "MMmmmm soooo nice" the whole time LOL. seriously,so simple combination but damn nice. Next time if i craving for BR,i just go make this lah better-.-



Ah kla i shall end here. I'm feeling better lately..the past week has just been quite(or very-.-) a bumpy ride with uni stress and other stuffs taking its toll on me. But i will see the light. He will carry me through. Must have faith. :)
God bless!

The fact is.

The fact is..
I put on a mask at times. How I smile with my lips even when my heart is not smiling just to assure or make others think i'm alright and all seems fine.
How I include 'laughs' in my conversations to somehow hide what i really feel inside. Some sense it,most don't. I guess i'm starting to master the skill of hiding emotions.
Maybe that's why i just prefer to be alone at times.when i can just completely be myself and let go and not care abt what others think or see.
only He knows and sees those inner struggles,those confusions, those feelings i go through.the only One who i know no matter what i did or will do,will still always accept and love me without question. The only One whom i guess,i can truly be transparent with.

why so confusing.life is simple but we humans make it complicated.

ah nevermind. i don't even understand myself at times.

Of chilis and oil.

So,i finally had my first taste of Chili's on monday. I've heard alot abt it but never did get to try it..*the prices there does no good for a weak heart like mine* Anyway,the occasion was to celebrate joanna's 18th birthday..some of us gathered at uni and we all met up at chili's for dinner.Suppose to be a suprise but as janice said,joanna very 'seng mok' sure can half figure out whats going on la :P


Chili's anyone?

The birthday girl and the guys trying to light up her cup-bday-cake lol.

and we go "happy birthday to youuuu~"

There were like 22 of us..so we sat in an elongated U-shaped way.haha.this was just half of the whole 'table'


lam, kungfu panda's apprentice.
Cheers! to Bottomless fruit juice :D

hungry + bored = camera,action!

janice. (ignore my eyebags.long day and sleep deprivation takes its toll on me)

jac!

Bottomless...some-funny-name chips.yummy.tho the sauce was abit weird lol.i preferred it with normal chilli sauce XD

The 3 of us:Janice,jac and I shared two meals:

Mushroom swiss burger. Huge.very huge indeed.

Fajitas...stg*dont know how to pronounce and spell oso.* so many weird names.

sinlan,janice,anne,jac :)

Total bill came up to....*tada* RM 731.80. The last time i saw a bill near this amount was my loveeely manhattan fish market treat. (i want their tiramisu and mud cake again.pleeeasee.)



Anyway.How many more times will we see this occuring in the coming weeks? months?years? Ah yes. like everyone's saying on their msn's pm: Ride bicycle only lah.


Planned to sleep early tonight but i guess thats not gonna happen *suprise suprise*
Somehow i manage to sleep early for the past two nights in a row...while studying principles of nutrition.HAHA. okay. anyway,my thursdays are totally gone from this week onwards. Used to have the WHOLE day to myself after class ends at 12pm but...im gonna start working from 1 to 6pm now every thursday. oh yes. but well, time flies right :) And He'll see me thru just like He always had..so i guess all i need to do is just..be still my soul.Be still and know He is Lord.

goodnight :)

Be still my soul.

Came across this old hymn at an unexpected place, but at such a time when I was starting to lose it. How He constantly speaks,assures and reminds me of His faithfulness when my faith is failing and hope seems frail is beyond understanding.

Be still, my soul, the Lord is on thy side.
With patience bear thy cross of grief or pain.
Leave to thy God to order and provide,
In every change He faithful will remain.
Be still, my soul, thy best, thy heavenly Friend
Thru thorny ways leads to a joyful end.

Be still, my soul, thy God doth undertake
To guide the future as he has the past.
Thy hope, thy confidence let nothing shake.
All now mysterious shall be bright at last.

Be still, my soul, the waves and winds still know
His voice who ruled them while He dwelt below.

Be still, my soul, the hour is hastening on
When we shall be forever with the Lord,
When disappointment, grief, and fear are gone,
Sorrow forgot, love's purest joys restored.
Be still, my soul, when change and tears are past,
All safe and blessed we shall meet at last.

Taman Cherakah

So yesterday, harvest youth had a trip to Bukit Cherakah in Shah Alam. Met in church abt 8+ and reached there abt 9+ i think..Its a very big place with diff kinds of parks..animal parks,mushroom parks,etc. One of their main attractions is the Four seasons house..The sceneries there were veryyy nice. Lots and lots of greenery. a nice break from all the traffic jams and city-stuff we go thru daily haha

We had something like explorace haha.got a list of stuffs to take pics of and then we're suppose to make an essay with those pics..well.we started off quite focused but in the end..we were just too malas to bother dy :P

Paddy fields


We could rent bikes to ride around..

Told ya the scenery was nice =)

I made a new friend! meet PORKY the porcupine!HAHAHA. (that name was not my idea okay lol)
Porky likes me :D

veryy cute la!wanted to touch them if i could but i dun wanna end up getting shot with porcupine 'furs'


jo,me and shee wuen..resting at some place called Lorong RAJIN.


I love love love this picture.dont know how to explain why lol.

Jo looks exhausted lol.

us on bikes
This white parrot super noisy and excited. Can do show for us summore..he climbed up the side of his cage and start dangling upside down and all -.-


the lansi peacock.

us girls on a not-so-stable bridge



Hmm. HAHAH.


another nice view

A short and fun praise and worship session,led by amelia

Rumah iklim..the season was spring.RM 3 per entry

Inside the rumah iklim:

i look tired.i was..very.lol





So nice right the flowers all.hahah.the 3 of us just lepak-ed there til we had to meet the rest at the entrance cos it was so cooling inside :P kla,its nearly 3 am and i got a looooong day tmr =( Its been a very busy and tiring weekend for me..nite nite!